Sleeping...

[Shadowwing]

*I curled up in my nest and layed my head on my paws. I fell asleep instantly. My dream started out as me chasing a raven, but after a while, the raven dropped out of the sky. I went to the spot where it fell and nudged it a little, it was dead. I backed away slowly, how could a raven be flying one minute and be dead the next?* *As I backed away I stumbled into a hole in the ground. I stood up and blinked a few times, where was I? I looked around and saw a small kit sitting with it's back turned away from me. I walked up to the kit.* "Um, hello? Where are we? What are you doing here all alone?" *I came closer to the kit. The kit murmured something* "Shadowwing..." *I came closer, now I could tell the kit's color, it had a silvery gleam to it's pelt.* "Why did you leave me Shadowwing?"-the kit whispered- *I tilted my head in confusion* "What do you mean? Who are you?" *I came closer still* "Why did you leave me Shadowwing? Why did you let me drown?" -the kit said louder than before- *I stopped in my tracks* "Silverkit?!" *I blinked again as a light beam came down on Silverkit. Now I could see her more clearly.* "Why did you leave me Shadowwing?! Why didn't you save me?!"-Silverkit wailed- *I was about to reply, but another whisper came.* "Why didn't you help me Shadowwing?" -the unknown voice whispered- *I looked around to see where the new voice was coming from.* "Why didn't you take care of Silverkit? Why didn't you help me?" -the voice murmured again- *I saw another cat. They were sitting next to Silverkit. The cat looked like an older version of Silverkit.* "What?" *I looked over at the other cat.* "Why didn't you take care of my Silverkit? Why didn't you help me?" -the voice was wailing- *I layed my ears back* "Silverpool?" *I came closer* "Why didn't you help me?!" -Silverpool wailed again- *I stopped again. A beam of light came over Silverpool too* "I tried.... but I was only a kit..." *I heard another whisper come* "Why didn't you help me fight?" *I looked around for that voice too.* "Why Shadowwing?" -the unknown whisper came- "Who-" *I didn't have time to finish. A light beam came down on a golden furred cat* "Mistycloud?" *I was confused* "Why didn't you help me fight? Why did you leave me to die?" -Mistycloud wailed with the others, their backs turned to me so I couldn't see their faces*
(enjoy this song while you read this post
www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnHpeF1RPgI&annotation_id=annotation_48933&feature=iv )

[Shadowwing]

"I tried..." *I murmured in my sleep* "I tried.... I tried...."

[Ivypaw]

EARTHY:----------> *hears shadowwing and pads in* shadowwing?! you tried what?! *she then noticed he was asleep and sat down* shadowwing?!

[Prairiemist]

*she looks up from her nest, noticing her best friend is talking in his sleep. she pads over to him and nudges him with her paw* shadowwing? wake up, it's just a dream. wake up

[Shadowwing]

*I open my eyes slowly and blinked* "Oh, hey Prairiemist..." *I blinked again getting used to the light*

[Blazewing]

(I actually read the whole post!)
*looks at Shadowwing concernedly*

[Shadowwing]

*I sigh and stretch a little* "Um... do you think I couldn've tried harder?" (congrats ;D )

[Ivypaw]

no... you try your hardest at everything... *she said a little too blankly then what she meant*

[Ivypaw]

(AHHHHH!!! I KEEP 4 GETTING TO SAY WHO I AM!!! LoL!!! earthy!!! )

[Shadowwing]

*I smiled a little* "thanks Earthfrost..."

[Earthfrost]

you do everything you can!!! *she had no clue what she was talking about but she had an idea*

[Shadowwing]

*I layed my head on my paws*

[Prairiemist]

*lays down next to him, also putting her head on her paws and slowly inching forward untill she was even with him* come on shadowwing, honestly no one could have been a better cat then you. a better mate than anyone, the best father to your kits, and you are the most amazing friend to so many cats.. you try so hard and quiet frankly you're over succeed. *she blinked her eyes at him hoping what she said would at leaste make him smile again*

[Frost]

Icefang- overhears them and walks in. " Hello Shadowwing. Long time!" he said.

[Shadowwing]

*I smiled at Prairiemist* "Thanks.... Sometimes I feel like I could've done more though..." *I looked over at Icefang* "Hey. Haven't seen you in a while..."