Getting old[open]

[Ashmist]

Ashfang lay in her nest in the warriors den it was late at night but she couldnt get to sleep she sighs she was getting old and she found the out she wasnt being her old cheerfull self she was getting old and weak she didnt have the spark she use to and thats why Bluewish didnt want her help Ashfang sighs "so this is what it feels like getting old weak and depressed huh?" she sighs and crawls out of her nest now sitting outside trying to remember what she once was

Memories from Ashkit to Ashpaw to Ashfang
A young kit scrambles threw the nursery chasing a butterfly she was named ashkit a kit that wanted to explore everyday she played a game with koisplash and everyday she laughed the game was her trying to run to deathclan but she couldnt play that game no more because she became a apprentice and trained with Waterfang Waterfang was a great mentor and she grew up with many friends soon she was named Ashfang after Waterfang and she still played with Koisplash but that all changed moons after she was getting older and not doing as many things now she felt that because of everyone was falling in love around her and being happy she was being forgotten she didnt like it so often was in the warriors den sleeping which showed she was getting old

Ashfang sighs and just lays outside the Warriors den she wondered what was happening to her

[Tinydapple]

Tinydappl gotred up and shook her pelt. she saw ashfang sprawled in her nest, havin a tuff time sleeping. she trodded out a grabbed a mouse form the fresh-kill and brought it to the den. "hey ,ashfang?"she mewed gently."you seem like your upset about something. whats the problem?"

[Angel]

"Oh hey...im just getting old...not the same cat i use to be...everyones forgetting me.." she sighs

[Camelliakit]

''Old?" Cloverwing pads in the den in part of hearing Ashfang.A friend she was since knowing her when Cloverpaw was an apprentice,''I sure haven't forgot you in the least and never will.''She says with a purr,''Your far off from becoming an elder that's for sure.'' In the den already and sat down,her tail wrapped neatly around her paws. ''Hi Tinydapple.'' She greets kindly,''Don't you agree?"

[Skywing]

"Oh hey cloverpaw why are you in the warriors den?" she asks not knowing her friend had been made a warrior then she sighs "I may not seem like it but i am getting old i mean look at me ive trained Leaftail ive trained Bluewish Im training Phoenixpaw whos ready to be a warrior i cant take it no more its just making feel old even" she mews

[Camelliakit]

Dark it was at night,the nightsky filled with stars.Cloverwing listens to Ashfang.So many apprentices she trained.Taking over Ashfang's skills and passing them on to other knowledgeable apprentices they train. Her blue eyes grew bright,it does when it's mostly night.''That's so many apprentices you trained!'' Cloverwing mews,''I can see you must be tired and worn out as you say you feel..teaching your great technique skills to all and them apprentices turning into warriors.You should be proud..'' She purred,''Your lettting age come at you too quickly.But your still young though.And you won't be a bad elder either!'' She flicked her with her tail gently.
Her ear flicked hearing her question,''Oops!This is the warriors den?I guess the nightsky showed me the right den !'' She mews happily,Ashfang didn't know Cloverwing was a warrior.Been awhile since she saw Ashfang,''Came to visit you!'' She purrs,paddding over to her empty nest and layed in it.A muffle of laughter Cloverwing hid,will Ashfang guess some hints to why 'Cloverpaw' was in the warriors den?

[Angel]

Ashfang~Ashfang blinks her eyes open her blue eyes still dull as can be she smiles "oh old lad your a warrior now aint you" she purrs "Welcome to the den of loud warriors getting ready for patrols and stuff" she laughs and with weak legs got up you could tell she had not left her brothers nest for about a moon she licks her friends ear "Glad to have you hear" she mews

[Camelliakit]

Cloverwing`s eyes gleamed as Ashfang finally caught on and she purred a reply,``Glad to be here.``She mews and Cloverwing notices something about Ashfang,``I`ll be ready for those.`` She mews than sees Ashfang walking a bit unsteadily,weak when she came over and she got up and sat next to her,``Looks like patrols and hunts tired you out.`` Cloverwing mews,supporting her,not knowing there was another reason behind it and replies,``The den of loud warriors that`s us!``

She laughed.

[foxyoxy]

Ashfang~"Patrols by myself for my brother hunting for my brother and laying in a cramped nest dose make me weak" she sighs "I gotta face the fact that without him im just not...Ashpaw or Ashkit...or young warrior Ashfang" she shakes her head

[Camelliakit]

Oh.Now she understood.Ever since the banishment of Fang/Ravensong,Ashfang's little brother Ashfang still wouldn't get over his disappearance.Who would?He was great friends with all of us.But time heals all doesn't it?Hopefully he was taking care of himself properly."Your a young warrior,Ashfang.Not old but intelligent." Cloverwing mews,ya she missed him to.
"Patrols by yourself..That can tire you out." Her blue eyes looks to Ashfang,"But not when you have a partner."She mews,giving a hint that Cloverwing would do patrols with her.She purred,"Two is better than one cat alone."

[Shrewbreaker]

Shrewbreaker couldn't stand Ashfang in this sad wave. He was her friend..kinda. But Shrewbreaker cared about others..but it depended on the cat. "Ashfang...can we talk please..." Shrewbreaker mewed, getting out of his nest to talk to her.

[foxyoxy]

Ashfang looks at Shrewbreaker "don't you got sunnypaw to talk to" she asks "and my brother it will never be the same doing patrols with others unless hes in the group" she whimpers

[Shrewbreaker]

Shrewbreaker narrowed his eyes. Was she trying to be smart with him? "No, Sunnypaw isn't always with me. Now come over here now." Shrewbreaker snapped, looking at her up and down. "And it isn't my fault that your brother is a ninny. You and Skypaw think you had it ruff. You don't know ruff!" He yelled, he was enraged now. His tail was lashing and his black claws were digging in the ground.

"Now, get your tail over here. That is a order from a senior warrior!" He commanded, spitting at the ground.

[Featherstep]

^{Featherstep laid in her nest,she growled. Stop being disrespectful to Shrewbreaker,Ashfang! Featherstep hissed at the grey warrior. Featherstep then said. Your brother,Fang shouldn't have been in Treeclan. It wasn't Hollowfog or Cinderspot's fault that Fang attacked Hollowfog. He started the fight and if he leaves Treeclan then he is not coming back. That's what I like to call 'abandoning your own clan' Featherstep meowed,she didn't mean to be harsh to Ashfang but it was the truth. I'm just stating the fact. He thinks he could just leave and then come back and think that we would let him in so easily? Well,he better think again. If you miss your brother so much then leave! Your brother had a choice and he should've known that if he leaves then there's no coming back and same will be for you. Featherstep snapped,her fur lied flat and she began to calm down. That's how it is here. Featherstep mewed in a much calmer voice.}

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[Ashmist]

Ashfang growls at both the warriors "He didn't mean to! Swallowsong put pressure on him the poor cat is depressed he was run out he wanted to stay hes loyal to treeclan were ever he is and so am i!" she spit bitterly "And if you don't like it go cry to beechstar" she growls she admit that was harsh but this was her brother she was talking about here she lost Scourge to death and then Ravensong to exile it was hard for her she growls and lays back in her nest her back turned to everyone