Thinking

[Firestorm]

she walks into her den and lies down and starts to think about a certain cat in Iceclan. she knows she shouldnt but she cant help it. then she thinks, //No. im a Medicine Cat, not a Warrior. i choose the path of a medicine cat and i cant change my mind. im proud of my dicesion, even though i cant have one thing:a mate. i had kits before, but then once they were born their father left me and them. he left me, and then he left the forest. i broke the warrior code, and i will not do that again. i went through the pain of loosing the cat i loved and two of my four kits to death. Snowkit would have been a great warrior, i know it. Tinykit would of too, but she decided to leave the clans. she left everything behind, me and her family. she even changed her name to Scourge. then she tried to kill her sister, and then her sister killed her to protect her own life.and then i lost Breakingdawn. she was a good cat, but she just had to much pain to deal with. she left the clans and Wildstar didnt let her back in. i respect her decsocion now. she killed a cat that would of destroyed the forest given time:Scourge. the only reason she killed her sister was because she had to protect her own life, and the forest. and now i only have Oceanheart. she has followed my path. she became a medicine cat. but then she broke the code by making the same mistakes i made.// she sighs and then thinks, //i will not do that again. i will not break the code, just to end up loosing everything. i broke the code once, by having a mate and kits. but my punishment was loosing everything. eveything ecxept for Oceanheart and Iceclan. Iceclan. that is what i have to take care of now, Iceclan. it is my duty to protect Iceclan, to keep it strong. that is all i must do now. i must forget about the past, and focus on the present.// she gets up and pads out of her den and out to collect herbs so she can do her duty.
"the past is the past. i must forget the past, and focus on the future and what is happening now. that is my duty." she say as she leaves her den.

[Weaselfur]

hi firestrom i needed to tell you somthing