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Post by Lizardleap on Jan 20, 2013 0:19:58 GMT -6
Lizardpaw drew away from Cinderstorm, staring at anywhere but her. And purposely ignoring her question.
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Post by Cinderstorm on Jan 20, 2013 0:21:04 GMT -6
"Lizardpaw, please answer me" I say taking a step forward, with my right paw. "I don't want to loose you"
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Post by Lizardleap on Jan 20, 2013 0:22:35 GMT -6
Still refusing to look at her, he answered her. "You did that when you decided that Oakfall was going to replace me." That was what he felt like. Replaced. Betrayed.
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Post by Cinderstorm on Jan 20, 2013 0:24:14 GMT -6
"Liz-...Lizardpaw don't say that!" I said closing my eyes, making sure tears did not come. "I'm so sorry Lizardpaw" I whispered. Not even knowing if he heard, or not.
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Post by Lizardleap on Jan 20, 2013 0:25:50 GMT -6
"You should know perfectly well what I feel like, Cinderstorm." It was the first time in a long while that he had called her by her real name. Inside, his heart was tearing itself apart, but outside, he remained hard, impossible to reach.
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Post by Cinderstorm on Jan 20, 2013 0:27:57 GMT -6
I look at my paws, and nod. "I do, but I had to do it to somebody, If it wasn't you it would be Oakfall" I felt awful, knowing how it felt. Telling yourself everything will be ok...... Everything will be ok.......
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Post by Lizardleap on Jan 20, 2013 0:29:41 GMT -6
"And I guess Oakfall was a much better choice than me." He remained firm on where he stood on the situation, refusing to give in to the sight of the she-cat he loved, hurting.
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Post by Cinderstorm on Jan 20, 2013 0:32:37 GMT -6
"Of course not don't ever say that! Your just as good as him, we just clicked more" I told him with a friendly protective kind of fierceness.
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Post by Lizardleap on Jan 20, 2013 0:33:58 GMT -6
[clicked? lolwut.]
"'More', meaning he's still better than me." His voice was stubborn, like a little child who refused to believe his mother's words of comfort.
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Post by Cinderstorm on Jan 20, 2013 0:37:36 GMT -6
"Lizardpaw, no I just not the one for you. And I feel awful about all of this...." I say sadly.
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Post by Lizardleap on Jan 20, 2013 0:39:43 GMT -6
"Then nobody is." He was going back into his memories now. Why had he liked Cinderstorm? That one day... There wasn't much about it.
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Post by Cinderstorm on Jan 20, 2013 0:43:49 GMT -6
"I'm sure there are cats out there that are dying for someone like you. You just haven't met them yet." I told him with a small smile. I couldn't stand to see him like this. "See I'm not perfect" I mumbled.
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Post by Lizardleap on Jan 20, 2013 0:46:10 GMT -6
"Fat chance I ever will."
[ugh sorry.]
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Post by Cinderstorm on Jan 20, 2013 0:47:11 GMT -6
"Really? Because I think there is a very good chance"
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Post by Lizardleap on Jan 20, 2013 0:49:32 GMT -6
"Then I'll purposely try not to meet new people." His stubborn-ness was getting a bit ... out of control. He refused to listen to Cinderstorm.
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