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Post by Grayshade on May 8, 2015 15:24:41 GMT -6
"Voice?" Grayshade repeated. She sighed, pressing her front paws into the ground. "What the heck is going on? Sunheart? Someone, explain please?"
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Post by Galelight on May 8, 2015 15:32:25 GMT -6
'..... Hmph. You should tell them.' Came the voice in his mind.
Sunheart had no idea why. Why now of all times?! 'Because it's stupid to try and conceal it now, moron. It'll only look suspicious. Now, spill.' The voice ordered. He sighed deeply.
".... Vixenleap has a voice in her head. As do I. I think her's is different, but mine is more like a manifestation of a split personality." He explained. He turned towards Vixenleap. "I-I'm sorry... I don't really know your's. You'll have to explain your own." He turned back to the medicine cats, his ears folding back. "My voice.... Is a bit violent." He turned away in shame. The voice snorted in his mind. "It's only attacked one person though, Vixenleap."
((Well, here comes the spilling of the beans.
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Post by Vixenleap on May 8, 2015 15:39:57 GMT -6
Vixenleap couldn't believe it, sunheart spilled it. "Might as well..." She started. "My voice is like my opposite, my insanity." She looked at sunheart, then at the two medicine cats. "Voice is like what I could have been if i stayed with deathclan.. That's what I could do!" She said, getting louder as she finished, she looked at sunhearts wounds. 'Yep, I'm your insanity, I'm your opposite, so what?' Voice said. So what? SO WHAT! I'm not your puppet for you to control, I just want you to leave! She said in her mind, voice fell silent.
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Post by Galelight on May 8, 2015 15:45:21 GMT -6
Sunheart stayed silent for a moment.
"My voice is honestly the other half of my split personality. I'm not sure why I have one in the first place though... My voice is kind of sarcastic. Insulting. Temperamental. Violent. Though.... It has my same emotions and memories.... And it shares my loyalty to Treeclan. So... I don't think he's as much of a threat if he overtook more of my personality than he does now, than if Vixenleap's voice did that." He shuddered slightly.
He'd accepted at this point Vixenleap wasn't Deathclan anymore. Her voice? It'd be just like having a murderer in their midst.
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Post by Grayshade on May 8, 2015 20:37:46 GMT -6
Grayshade sat down with a thud.
"I'd say the both of you are crazy, but that seems to be what you're trying to tell me," she mewed dryly at last, looking desperately to Liongrowl for some backup. SHe delt strictly in rationality (and, okay, spirit cats that walked in the sky, but that was rational) and this was not something she could cure with borage or goldenrod.
"What do you wantus to do?" she asked after a moment.
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Post by Liongrowl on May 9, 2015 6:21:23 GMT -6
Liongrowl held back a snort of disapproval at the two warriors and looked at Grayshade, noticing she gave him a look. "Voice or no voice, the two of you need to overpower it. And if the two of you are the only ones that are being attacked by each other, perhaps we should separate you. We do not need to waste herbs on the insanity of two cats." He said, his voice growing deeper in anger. |
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Post by Galelight on May 9, 2015 7:10:30 GMT -6
Sunheart folded his ears back.
Overpower it? It was hard when it occasionally grabbed control. Plus... He was pretty sure it wasn't all bad. Though... Liongrowl was pretty scary. He tried to curl up and tried to make himself look smaller. The voice gave off an impression of being just grumpy in general. He wondered why Vixenleap had wanted to spill.
She said she wouldn't spill.
Sunheart knew this was proof that he couldn't afford to let anyone else into the loop. In fact... He'd prefer it if only Starry had known.... Not the extra three.
"S'not all bad.... It made me confess to her...." He muttered. "I can just leave right now. M'wounds aren't that bad.... You can save your herbs for someone else...." His wounds truly weren't horrible. The wound on his side was still bleeding a bit, however the one on his paw had stopped bleeding.
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Post by Vixenleap on May 9, 2015 7:20:29 GMT -6
Vixenleap glanced at sunheart as liongrowl spoke, "I told you..." Referring to what liongrowl had said to her when she told him about sunhearts voice. 'Yep, just stay away from him, he's insane.' Voice said, vixenleap figured voice was threatened by sunhearts voice. "Still, if you have a herb that takes care of voices, I'm all in." She said.
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Post by Grayshade on May 9, 2015 14:14:47 GMT -6
Grayshade shot Liongrowl a look, but didn't say anything, applying some goldenrod and cobwebs to Sunheart's side again as his paw dried up. She did, however, sigh in a bit of exasperation at Vixenleap's comment. "There is no herb that will take care of a personality deficiency," she mewed, then wondered if that was too harsh. "I mean, there are no evil spirits plaguing you--this is something in your head." She shook her head. "I heal wounds. I'd find someone you can really talk to about it--both of you should."
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Post by Liongrowl on May 9, 2015 14:32:06 GMT -6
Liongrowl thought for a moment before saying anything to anyone about the situation. "I recommend staying away from each other at least for the time being until you can control your thoughts and fight off these... voices. And as Grayshade said, seek help from someone who could actually help you with this situation." He looked at Grayshade wondering if there was too much more that was needed here. Not that he had anywhere to be or anything else to do of course. |
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Post by Galelight on May 9, 2015 15:56:03 GMT -6
Sunheart perked up.
He nodded. "Okay... I'll talk to someone else about it." He meowed, sounding a bit brighter than before. He knew exactly who to talk to. There wasn't a particularly long list of cats he felt he could trust. He glanced over at Vixenleap. "... I think we can stay away from each other from a while." He glanced back at the medicine cats. "Er.... Can I leave yet?"
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Post by Grayshade on May 9, 2015 18:44:47 GMT -6
"Keep that clean," Grayshade instructed sharply, trying to desperately to fight her way back into the realm of reality in which she knew her way around. "And--yes, I suppose." She glanced at Vixenleap. Liongrowl's advice to stay away from each other would be a good plan. She still wished she could do something more, though she also just wanted to get as far from the whole deal as possible.
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Post by Galelight on May 9, 2015 19:54:48 GMT -6
Sunheart nodded.
Keeping the wound clean should be easy enough. Though... He'd probably have to stay in camp. Getting mud in his wounds probably didn't count as clean. He nodded to Vixenleap. "Guess I won't see you around. Bye." With that, he left the medicine cat den with plans to stay away. Far away. He sensed Grayshade wanted to stay away. Plus Liongrowl was scary.
((Eh... Is it alright if I make the side wound scar?
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Post by Grayshade on May 9, 2015 20:51:45 GMT -6
(You can make it a light one, not deep or really obvious.)
"Try to avoid attacking each other in the near future," Grayshade advised dryly. "Bye."
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