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Post by Adaline on Apr 9, 2017 15:56:22 GMT -6
Mudclaw
Brightwing didn't come to the secret den often anymore. She'd had less reason to, since she had felt things were getting better. Though, right now she didn't want to be found and she wanted a place she could simply... Fall apart. She'd conveniently forgotten that Mudclaw knew of the den as well.
Which was why she was curled up in her old nest, crying quietly, sobbing openly. She covered her face with her paws, not wanting anything to see her face, as if the wall had judgement as well. Everything just hurt. Not her body, but everything else hurt. She just screwed everything up, and if it wasn't messed up, then she was going to break it sooner or later.
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Post by Mudclaw on Apr 10, 2017 4:29:37 GMT -6
mudclaw swished his tail as he began making his way back to camp from an unsuccessful hunting trip, ears pricked as he listened to his surroundings. nearing camp, the young warrior heard a noise... sobbing? it seemed so, and the voice sounded familiar too.
curiously, mudclaw turned and followed in the direction of the noise towards an all too familiar place. "brightwing?" he asked, taking an extra step towards her. he wanted so bad to just go and comfort her, it almost physically pained him to see her so upset. yet, he stayed where he was- he knew brightwing most likely didn't want him there.
-idontknow-
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Post by Adaline on Apr 10, 2017 4:51:10 GMT -6
Brightwing's jerked up. She was shocked to see Mudclaw... Her friend. Did she still have a right to call him a friend...? Nonetheless, she rushed forward and buried her face in his chest. She needed comfort. Badly. She felt horrible for treating her friend terribly, and then having the gall to this but...
"I'msorryI'msorryI'msorryI'msorryI'msorryI'msorryI'msorryI'msorryI'msorry..." She couldn't stop whimpering endless apologies.
((AHahah take this barely coherent post
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Post by Mudclaw on Apr 10, 2017 5:05:23 GMT -6
mudclaw flattened his ears to his head when brightwing came up to him, yet, he couldn't help but smile... if she had willingly come to him for comfort then that meant she still liked him right? even if it was just a little.
"no... shh, it's okay," he said softly, lowering his head to rest on hers.
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Post by Adaline on Apr 10, 2017 5:09:50 GMT -6
((AHAHAHA MUDDY YOU HAVE no idea omg
Brightwing sniffed, trying to stop crying and more or less failing. She hadn't cried in a long time. Not since she was a kit. She shook her head. "No it's noooot...." She ended up whining a little. "I hurt you and I hurt everyone and it's allll my faaullllt....."
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Post by Mudclaw on Apr 10, 2017 5:20:17 GMT -6
-awkwardsquealingnoises-
mudclaw shook his head, frowning again, "im sure that's not true," he said, "and maybe you did but im sure none of its your fault" he reassured. "now talk to me and ill make it better," he said, giving her a quick nuzzle to the top of the head.
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Post by Adaline on Apr 10, 2017 5:25:56 GMT -6
Brightwing took a step back, looking away, her ears drooping. She looked more hurt and vulnerable than she had in a long time. "I-I just... I thought I was protecting you when I pushed you away... I'm poison, Mudclaw. I just hurt everyone around me, and if I haven't they get hurt anyways..." She shut her eyes tight. "I... Swanfrost was my friend... But she's gone now. She saw I'm just... Terrible and I'm a terrible person to be around." She looked up to Mudclaw with wide eyes. "Are you going to leave? I hurt you... Do you really want to stay?"
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Post by Mudclaw on Apr 10, 2017 6:18:19 GMT -6
-when you write a great reply and lose signal for ages so have to rewrite it-
mudclaw couldn't help but smile a little at her explanation, "you're not poison, you're the nicest cat ive ever met," he said, still trying to reassure. besides, brightwing was the only true friend that mudclaw had ever made, so she couldn't be poison.
"maybe swanfrost is the terrible one to be around." he said. swanfrost didn't actually bother mudclaw too much, but still. "im staying," he said, "being without you was so horrible, im never gonna leave again."
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Post by Adaline on Apr 10, 2017 6:56:14 GMT -6
((EXCUse me as I go sob in a corner
Brightwing's eyes filled with hope at Mudclaw's words. It was a fragile hope, that was easily shattered. "B-But... Maybe you just haven't seen how horrible I am..." She murmured in response. Willowspirit truly brought out of the worst in her...
She shook her head. "No... Swanfrost can be blunt... But she was a good friend, while we still friends." She shut her eyes tightly. Then she buried her face back into Mudclaw's chest. "Thank you..." She whispered through Mudclaw's chest fur.
((btw... Do you want to keep this relationship platonic or go into the land of roooomaaaaance
just figured I'd offer lol))
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Post by Mudclaw on Apr 10, 2017 7:16:51 GMT -6
-omlsame-
mudclaw shook his head, "im pretty sure if you were horrible i would have noticed and left by now," he said back, "ive only spoke to her for a few times but if you say so."
his eyes widened whwn brightwing pressed her face into his chest again, letting out a small laugh, "you're welcome," he said, placing his head back on hers.
-whatever you want-
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Post by Adaline on Apr 10, 2017 13:46:02 GMT -6
Brightwing didn't really believe it... But it was just what she needed to hear. She simply inclined her head, in response. Swanfrost was honestly a good cat, even if not everyone was willing to know her due to her personality.
She exhaled slowly, as Mudclaw returned the affection by resting his head on her's. She just wanted to stay like this... At least for now.
((Tbh I'm not sure... That's why I asked you lol. Think we should get a second opinion then?
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Post by Mudclaw on Apr 11, 2017 13:46:44 GMT -6
-shrug//-
mudclaw let out a soft purr and closed his green eyes... it was nice to actually feel at peace for once instead of everything being loud and lively. it was actually pretty strange, but in a good way. he stuck his tongue out and ran it along brightwing's fur.
-short drabble but it'll do-
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