Beechstar .. ?

[Feralbreak]

in new orleans ;;
a simple girl ,, with simple means
chop && change ,,
xx - chop & change .

A wave of ears flattened back, teeth bared and claws unsheathed. Anger erupted from the sea of felines. Anger wavered off of everyone there. Everyone except .. Feralbreak. The beautiful brown feminine was concerned and worrisome of her dear friend. Everyone hated him. She had to do something to make him feel better.

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Words were so critical; some were in melodies, some as if batwings were scraping against tombstones. If someone were to survive this place, they would come out changed. ‘ No enterers will leave unchanged. You will be corrupted, psychically and mentally. Be forewarn, my dear. ’

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Mustering all her strength whisked upon her body, the cat walked in. Feralbreak was hoping that Beechstar was here; the senior was here to give him a reasonable meal she had caught. It was a blackbird and a well-shaped magpie. This feline was obviously more of a bird-hunter .. She loves trees, they made her feel she was free and at peace.

Ontop of trees and their branches, all worries seemed to seep away from her. It felt as if everyone and thing surrounding her were happy and peaceful. Unfortunately, that was in here foolish dream state. That never would be true, which was such a pitiful thing. Squirrels fighting over homes and seeds, while cat's were fighting over mates. Birds were fighting over freedom and leadership. As if, Feralbreak was the only peaceful being in this whole world.

The only thing that bothered here was ..

Her small crush on Beechstar.

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Was it wrong to feel that way? Was it forbidden, frowned upon? It had been so long since Feralbreak had been in a Clan. She didn't know anymore, wether liking a leader was good or bad. Was this fault? Was this a bad thing to feel, as bad a murdering a child? She wasn't a peace at all .. Fore all these worrisome thoughts stirred and swerved in here mind. It made her stomach catch butterflies. Big. Fat. Butterflies. Maybe this was a bad time to come in, if Beechstar was even here at all.

- - - -

“ Beechst-tar ?? ” she meowed, looking around the den.

WORDS : 363
TAGS : beechstar
MUSE : chop & change -- the black keys
NOTES : derp. >.<

[Beechstar]

(New Orleans? -dies- I LOVE NOLA)

Beechstar opened one amber eye at the sound of a voice. It was Feralbreak. The one warrior he could trust. Beechstar's fur was still messy and he was skinnier than before. He refused to eat..not until Cloudlcan would give him answers. He had always been a small cat..but never like this. His ribs were very visible and he was constantly coughing. Beechstar had moved from the Fallen Oak over to his den to sulk and feel terrible. What a way to get over his problems.

What? Here to yell at me? Beechstar dug his claws in the dirt floor of his den. He was crazy. Insane.

(Uhh. SO sorry for the ugly post. I can't make mine look awesome like yours. D=)

[Feralbreak]

[ Pfft .. I know right? xD And it's totally okay. ^.^ ]

in new orleans ;;
a simple girl ,, with simple means
chop && change ,,
xx - chop & change .

The scraping of claws shrieking, the moaning of an empty stomach. This cat looked as if he were the living dead. A zombie. Feralbreak was a bit mortified, seeing the leader like this. Her celery orbs were wide with slight fear, but that visible expression soon faded. But inside, she was shaking in her fur. Her lips trembled smoothly, but quickly cut off the action.

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He looked sad and depressed. Beechstar was skinny like a puny twig, and there was hardly any meat on his scaling bones. His ribs stuck out like a sore thumb, and his backbone was showing far too much for normal. His aura was still the same as she had frist encountered him this moon. Solitude. He had something going wrong with him, and Feralbreak felt the need to know what. She liked him, so she deserved to know what was wrong!

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Her eyes glistened sweetly, as she looked at him steadily.

- - - -

What was wrong? Why was he acting like this? And more importantly, why was he so hated? Why was Koisplash feeling dark and angry? Just, what had happened to the Clan she knew? Because now, it was tearing apart. Piece. By. Piece.

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“ No, Beech. You're my best friend, I wo-ould never do that. I noticed you have been acting different than before; I wanted to be your therapist, sort of .. I mean, uh .. I came in here so you could talk things out with someone you trust. ” she replied, staring at him with a soft gaze.

WORDS : 264
TAGS : beechstar
MUSE : chop & change -- the black keys
NOTES : boredom ..

[Beechstar]

Beechstar's amber eye twitched and then he frowned. Your sister...is not going to Cloudclan. Beechstar paused and eyed her prey. He was straving..and he did need to eat before he lost a life. But it was her's so Beechstar said nothing. Sh-She betrayed me. Betrayed her clan. I used to love her..and now.. She's my worse enemy. You-You will side me..right? Beechstar looked at her with pleading eyes. He needed someone. Anyone. Feralbreak was hid best friend all those moons ago. She still was..Right?

I just want to stay in this den forever..

[Feralbreak]

in new orleans ;;
a simple girl ,, with simple means
chop && change ,,
xx - chop & change .

His beautiful green eyes .. She saw them eye her prey. Feralbreak saw the hunger in his handsome orbs. Beechstar was starving. So, she should probably begin talking and explaining.

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Poor Beechstar .. How unfortunate, this was. This made the senior warrior sad inside, rather than calm and nice. She was a raging sea inside of her. But no one ever knew.

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Her nimble brown paw snagged the blackbird's wing, and tossed it gently and accurately at the Leader's free. Feralbreak looked at him nonchalantly, and did the same motion with the delicious magpie. A couple feathers scattered and shedded in the quick process. A soft sigh escaped her strong jaws, as she looked back at her dear friend.

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It looks now as if this was where the confessing and the explanations began to spin. Feralbreak looked at him with a focused gaze, trying to hold it for a brief moment. Then she looked away, to the left of his den. Whispers in here head were telling her ‘ tell him; he'll love you back. ’ ‘ you are best friends, i know he wants to be your mate ! ’ But the warrior shook her head, riding her mind of these cruel thoughts.

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“ Here, take the prey. Only caught it because you were starving. It's pretty obvious .. ” she muttered, resisting eye-contact, “ I understand you and Koi were close, and I'm very sorry that you were betrayed by her. But yes; I'll always be on your side Beech, even if that means others hating me for my decision. I would mind a few scars from others, because I honestly support you one-hundred precent. I'm on your side for sure .. Beech, you're never going to live life cooped up in here. You're an amazing leader, and you need to be active! Go hunting or something, you need exercise. ”

WORDS : 321
TAGS : beechstar
MUSE : chop & change -- the black keys
NOTES : I just pasted a gas station. o3o ..

[Beechstar]

Beechstar stretched out his leg and snatched the blackbird to where to he wouldn't have to get up and eat it. He scarfed down the blackbird and kicked the undeniable parts to the side. Having something in his tummy felt good. He did like to eat.. No. He couldn't again until he got some kind of answers. Thank you, Feralbreak. I'm glad I'm not an mouse brained idiot in your eyes.

I..I just want Cloudclan to talk to me. They've said nothing since I got my nine lives. Am I wrong or right about my choices? I just want to know if I'm doing wrong.

[Feralbreak]

in new orleans ;;
a simple girl ,, with simple means
chop && change ,,
xx - chop & change .

The sight of the leader biting into the raw bird meat, tearing past all those rusty black feathers. Sure, he was starving, but the way he had just eaten .. It was nearly disturbing for Feralbreak to bare. But she was okay with it, as long as it was understanding.

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“ CloudClan will, eventually. Beechstar, you make good decisions. This Clan is doing great, besides all the mate drama — but you're not improving the status if your sulking in here. I'm begging you, go hunting or something. ”

WORDS : I don't care. >.>
TAGS : beechstar
MUSE : chop & change -- the black keys
NOTES : n/a

[Beechstar]

I will not leave this camp until Koispladh apologizes and tells me she'll never go see Viper again! Beechstar growled stubbornly, staring at his white paws. He usually wasn't stubborn at all but now he was as stubborn as a mule. She was right but Beechstar wasn't really listening.

I just want my clan back to normal..

[Feralbreak]

in new orleans ;;
a simple girl ,, with simple means
chop && change ,,
xx - chop & change .

Wait? How was this Viper character? Apparently, Koisplash loved this feline or something. Feralbreak furrowed a brow in confusion, looking at the white and ginger tom with her celery orbs. Her silver whiskered twitched with confusion, as well.

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“ W-wait; who's Viper? Does Koi like him or something? ”

WORDS : I don't care. >.>
TAGS : beechstar
MUSE : chop & change -- the black keys
NOTES : n/a

[Beechstar]

Viper is Deathclan's leader. She had been secretly visiting him and I'm pretty sure she loved him... Beechstar stood up slowly, shaking as he did. He could barely lift himself up he was so weak from starving himself. He didn't like being seen as weak so he started pacing around to get 'excerise'.

Beechstar lashed his tail around while he paced. Just the subject of the two made him mad.

[Feralbreak]

in new orleans ;;
a simple girl ,, with simple means
chop && change ,,
xx - chop & change .

The subject was obviously making Beech very irritated, which made him quite angry. As you can see .. Feralbreak felt uncomfortable now, since her question made Beech mad. Her celery eyes shifted side to side, as she watched the tom pace back and forth. She stuttered in the process,

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“ U-umm .. Let's change the s-subject; you need exercise. Real exercise. Go hunting, a border patrol, anything active. ”

WORDS : I don't care. >.>
TAGS : beechstar
MUSE : chop & change -- the black keys
NOTES : n/a

[nighttail]

(this is a private i believe!shimmerkit, delelte your post,then ill delete mine!)

[Serenitypaw]

Ivycloud wandered into Beechstar's den and began chewing Bluekit's head off.

"Haha, you're dead. Now stay in your own freaking clan."

Kthxbye