I couldn't eat;; truestory

[Swiftwish]

I did not eat.

I don't feel well.
I got through the day.
Then someone says I'm beautiful.
For that second.
I feel beautiful.
But I look back at my mirror.
I see a devil without the horns.
Gluttony at its finest.

I don't know why I can't stop.
I try to consume.
But it works at its opposite.
I'm not beautiful.
I am a sin towards beauty.
I must be beautiful
I must.

There are days where I find hope.
Then thats ruined by crushed hearts.
My body fuels for food.
I give it none.


I must be beautiful.

[Firelight]

Anorexia.. Right?

God. Your poems always find a way to touch me.

[Swiftwish]

Yup. Anorexia.

And thank you. I try my best.