Confusion (o)

[Foxpaw]

Foxpaw opened her amber eyes, she sighed, she was so confused! She had missed something, something big. She thought of her friends, Are they ignoring me? She closed her eyes and wished she'd disappear. No one would care anyway...... When she opened them she was still in the apprentice's den and still here.

Fox didn't miss everything..... But she wished she had. I wish I was still a kit, safe with my friends in the Nursery, where everything was simple. So simple. She shook her head and stood up. She started walking towards the entrance to the apprentice Den when she tripped and fell onto the floor. She didn't get up though, she just stayed there, staring hard at the wall.

[Willowfall]

I watch Foxpaw, when finaly I decided to talk to her. My paws were quit and my breath erased as I approched her. I taped my shoulder with my tail and looked at my friend, eyes curious, but not concerned. I knew Fixpaw, she didnt want symapthy, she wanted answers.

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Training for hm started yesterday and he was so happy about it. Beaverpaw was just coming back in camp, more happy than tired and forgot everything that happened the night before with everyone- he was happy Foxpaw wasn't there to see what had turned Onyxpaw senile. Well, just Beaverpaw thought so. Though he understand why it happened and had to make sure it wouldn't happen again.

He saw Foxpaw coming out and he ran over, going to tell her what he learned when she fell, did she slip? "Foxpaw!" Beaverpaw came and helped her up,"Hey, your okay, right?" He looked at saw a puddle, well it rained,"Oh, it rained early this morning." Beaverpaw mewed,"You ok?"

[Foxpaw]

Foxpaw didn't look up, she knew it was Willowpaw. She didn't say anything though, just continued to stare at that wall. Then Beaverpaw came up, he asked her if she was alright. She didn't reply, just sheathed and unsheathed her sharp claws. She was now glaring at the wall. Why am I so angry? Suddenly she felt like crying. Don't cry!!! It gets you absolutely nowhere! She told herself silently.

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He looked to Willowpaw and than back to Foxpaw. Was she mad at one of them or both? He sat next to her thinking..
"Did something happen with you and Talonfang..?"
He asked, but Foxpaw was angry at something.

[Foxpaw]

Fox didn't look at Beaver, she still stared at the wall. "No! Nothing happened with me and Talonfang!" She snapped at him. "Everyone hates Talonfang because of what he did, but you know what? He's just having the same problems all the other toms are having!" She hissed. She snapped her her gaze to Beaver, her amber eyes were wild and wide. She then snapped them back to the wall. Calm down Fox..... It's not Beaver's fault. He didn't do anything wrong...... The calm voice inside her head told her. He's your friend, he's just trying to help you.......

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"Problems? Other cats?" Yes, Beaverpaw was dumbfounded. That didn't tell him what was wrong though.
"That's good everything is okay with you and Talonfang.. But I don't everyone hates him." Oh, what was Beaver talking about? He never ever met the guy, in fact, no mentors but his own.

[Willowfall]

My eyes widened a bit at Foxpaws outburst but I didnt do much else. I stood up, lifting my tail from her shoulder, and letting it sway back and forth calmly.
"Talonfang, has nothing to do with this does it? You just think a little crush is the end of the world. Ask yourself, who would stay with a cat like me?'
My voice was calm and soft, like a ghost confessing.

[Foxpaw]

Fox got up and turned and glared at Willow, "IT'S NOT THAT!!!" She hissed at her. Her eyes flashed, just when she was about to calm down too....... Foxpaw unsheathed her claws and dug them as hard as she could into the ground.

[Willowfall]

I smiled inside. Provoking her had worked.
"Then tell us what is wrong, instead of being a sleep depribed kit."
I had sat down again, my voice was kind and soft, and my eyes understanding.

[Foxpaw]

Fox growled at her, and bared her teeth. She lashed her bright orange tail. Did Willow know what she had done? Fox looked away and sheathed her claws. Then turned her back on both of them. She glared hard at the wall again.

[Willowfall]

I sighed and rolled my eyes. cliqe much?
"Fox, your my bestie, you dont growl at your bestie."
My tone was light and mock offended, and I moved my tail back to her shoulder.

[Foxpaw]

"Your not my bestie." She growled back. At least not anymore. This wasn't the Willow she knew..... This was not the Willow she knew. This wasn't the same Willow she had cheered up in the Nursery when she had had a nightmare...... No, this wasn't the same Willow.

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"Please Foxpaw, were all your friends here. And if somethings bothering you, you can tell us . . ." He really didn't know what was wrong at all.
"If you miss Redkit and Bramblekit, they'll be apprentices soon, and the best part is, we can all visit eachother."

[shiverkit]

Shiverpaw walked in from a hunt with Brooksplash an saw Foxpaw. Huddled in a corner. She sighed. Would the drama ever end? The only thing that was going right for Shiverpaw was training...and also a certain tom that was finallystarting to notice her *cough Beaver cough*. But everything else was dark and sad, and Shiverpaw hated it. Slowly, she set down her prey by the den enterance and padded all the way to where her friends, her best friends, were sitting. "Uh...hey..." she greeted awkwardly, sitting next to Beaverpaw with her tail resting around her paws. She said nothing, but tried to send happy thoughts to Foxpaw with a small smile and a nod, as if she knew what she was going through right now.