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Post by Killer on Dec 30, 2014 22:18:14 GMT -6
He padded to there very first meeting place the old heart of erebus's pack land he thought back to all of the great times racing thought the moon light forest his first crush his first kiss his first well every thing he had always hidden in the shadow's hoping to never open his heart he knew the damage it could cause then he Met Lagoon she had changed the perspective of his life, she had lighten his shadowing world. she had made him relise life is not simply revenge and fear there really is a purpose and he now new his purpose his, he was made for her. she is the angle in his life, the light in the black world, the flame in this once frozen heart, she was Lagoon the name spoke levels to the large brute with out her he would have killed more inesent wolfs or him self in his bloody frenzy.
He entered the clearing finally it was light by the brightly glowing moon light it was heavenly and it surprised him how much he clearly liked something it was a cold night the moon seemed to make the world sparkle as the frost glimmered in its magnificent rays. he then let out his heart in a song for his truly beloved lagoon hoping she could get away from her pack for once she seemed to be business all the time now with her new role in the pack. he had soomething important to say to make them one for the better
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Post by Lagoon on Dec 31, 2014 0:06:39 GMT -6
The white angel had finally a chance to get a break. The pack was crazy packed with new comers and having her role, she was pretty busy. So, why not go to a savory place? She let herself roam for a while, then she just led herself to the old pack that her old friend Eren created. She missed him, but she hadn't seen him in over moons. Speaking of missing people.. She hadn't seen Killer in a while. Her head dipped, she missed him. It was terrible to pick pack over her mate, but she did.
️️Lagoon silently made her way to an opening, Killer's sent lingered there. "Killer?" She called. Her emerald pools shimmering. She finally saw the black canvas. "There you are," she brushed against his large mass in a flirty 'Hello.'
(Lazy, sorry. And look who be getting flirty! Lol)
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Post by Killer on Jan 1, 2015 22:32:55 GMT -6
as he padded thought the blissful clearing he had nothing else on his mind of there than a pair of emeralds optics and a glittering pelt. suddenly a small voice caught his ears he spun around to see her the one the only his angle his light his love he smiled as she neared and she seemed just as glad to see him as she soon was at his side he added to her little overly flirty hello (witch he happened to like very much) " What have you been doing lately?" he pawed the grauned not looking at her and added " I haven't seen you around" he glanced at her to see if she new what he was sawing his heart ached to just tell her he missed her and wished for her to well more free she had been so busy lately he felt as if they were back to there old fighting stage other than he new then she was away for her own good not he just hated every second he did not get to spend with the angle.
with a slight hint of heart ache in his glimmering optic's he then stepped back slightly and waited for her replie showing he really wanted to hear this answer. he new how important the pack was to her but he wanted to know did he have a place in her life of was he simply a silly pup fallowing her around with wide eyes hopping one day she would be there with him. no duties. no responsibility. no pack, just him he also had some huge news for her and he wanted to make sure she understood them before making it official. " Lagoon , I ....." he did not know how to finish his words it would come as a shock he new and he felt a little guilty for it as well but he wanted her answer first he concluded
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Post by Lagoon on Jan 2, 2015 12:39:53 GMT -6
The wolf let herself grunt in a playful laugh. "Nothing much, but I have been on a lot of patrols and get in to known the pack members," she have him a lick on he muzzle. "If I ha some time, I would spend it with you," she promised.
He started to make her feel uneasy. "What. What is it?" She asked with a worried tone.
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Post by Killer on Jan 3, 2015 18:18:28 GMT -6
he shook his head as she asked what it was he saw she was worried and felt well bad, he looked at the snowy earth and started to tell her what had been on his mind for a very long time with a tight voice he started " I've been..... thinking well I'm just not meant for a pack" he glanced up at her and continued "I don't think I will last much more of it, I just cccant" he stuttered and paused waiting for a claw to the face he deserved it.
(Lagoon , I have a huge idea this is gonna be big 
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Post by Lagoon on Jan 3, 2015 18:40:38 GMT -6
She nodded. "I.. Understand," she murmured. "I just.. Won't be able to see you often, that's it," she sighed.
((It's fine. I think at one point they should split up. ️️Lagoon also has a growing crush on Duncan..))
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Post by Killer on Jan 3, 2015 20:05:44 GMT -6
he gaped at her with an open mouth "its fine you don't care if I leave?" he stood clearly hurt he then stepped back "All I was going to say was I can't spend another day of torcher as that mange ridden red wolf stares at you the way he does and then you return it Don't think I haven't noticed" he yelled then lowed his head to the ground and whimpered "Lagoon I love you more than any thing in this world and the next but I can see you found something that makes you happy I want that for you I will leave.... I didn't think I was in the way but now I see I am you no longer have feelings for me Its obvoise " he started to feel heat in hi s face and his vision went blurry he was loosing the angle in his life suddenly he snarled and looked at her with pain in his narrowed sneering optics "Im a the monster I once was the beast never to be loved the Killer in side Do you see who I really am now is that way hu hu."!!
(wow after all they've gone thought his is how you want it to end?
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Post by Lagoon on Jan 3, 2015 20:13:31 GMT -6
Lagoon frowned. She hadn't meant it that way.. "Killer.. I love you.. But I can't control my feelings.. I have fallen in love with him too! What do you want me to do? When your in love your supposed to imbrace it.. I can't love without hurting someone!" She whimpered. She loved them both. But it was so complicated. She let herself wonder too far.
Then the snarling and the yelling and the grunting started. Her heart lurched. "I don't want you to leave.. I want to lock myself away and keep my heart guarded. You just.. Don't understand," she shifted her audits back. "I can't handle it anymore! You are constantly jealous of any male I talk to! You just have to know that no matter what I will still be wishing that you were beside me! I.. I don't know what I am supposed to do! What do you want?!" She roared with pain. It was just so.. Complex.
((I don't know. Maybe Harp and Duncan can get together? Or Killer and Harp. Wait never mind that won't work. Lol. But, I don't know  ))
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Post by Killer on Jan 3, 2015 20:33:06 GMT -6
He stared at her with pure understanding and pain, "No I know what its like to loose the one you love to must that's why im over protective ok I don't want to loose you." " I know you like him and well I have to be honest with my self he is better for you he has no bloody back round has a pack to support you he even seems to love you back" he stepped father from her and with a painful grimace and the thought he said it allowed "I did not mean to hurt you Its the only thing I seem to be able to do is Hurt, or kill. I see why You no longer have the feelings for me you found some one who has never killed let alone hurt you"
he let a tear hit the icey ground and he whimpered in sadness and pain he was going to kill him self after this speech he new it and he had the perfect place to do it the place he had saved her the cliffs he excepted his fate then and there and then added to her with a pitiful voice that made the male sound like a joke "Here I will make it easy for you I will leave the pack for you, I will leave so you may be matted For you, I will dissapear and never come back for you im sorry I brought such pain to you" he said it with greaif in his husky tone and then turned to run to the gathering ready to leave it all behind he wanted what she wanted and that was for him to no longer be around with his last words he said " I will never love another again, my angle , my light, my heaven, My Lagoon you will always have a place in my heart" with that he went to settle things with Duncan
(I guess this is it well lets be honest who could really love such a bloody beast there you got your wish Happy?
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Post by Lagoon on Jan 3, 2015 20:45:15 GMT -6
((I'm not happy, I just told you -- I was being stupid. Why can't these two be together? Bleh I feel miserable.. -3-))
"Killer! Stop!" She whimpered. "If you go.." She threatened. ".. I will throw myself into the canyons again. I will die, I swear. Don't leave me here!" She growled. "You have to forgive me.. Please, Killer. It was barely a crush. I let nothing get in the way! Why don't you understand?"
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