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Post by Skywing on Jun 17, 2015 13:49:28 GMT -6
Two kids down, first he visited Creeksong whom still hated him and he began to believe she was pleased with his death. It broke his heart, but there was nothing to black senior could do about her. If she wanted to hate him, he had to let her. Sighing he shook his head and lay in Cloudclan territory, he looked down at Treeclan sorrow in his eyes.
He had next visited Pebblepaw, the mix between Littlepools pelt and his eyes. He was mad at his father for going to Fireclan in need of help, and also now was mad at his father.
Why do I keep messing up? he silently thought to himself. Next stop was Fireclan to see his son Fangshadow who he had with Applefall.
He sighed and made his way to the warriors den and found his fluffy son asleep, he knew his son had been having issues with his mate being named a queen and no longer being able to be his mate.
"... Fangshadow my dear son.." he whispered as he faded into his dream trying to communicate with him next.
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Post by Fangshadow on Jun 17, 2015 14:04:21 GMT -6
The Large Tabby male, deep in dream felt a strange tingling sensation for a moment he guessed he was just cold. and rolled it off as he rotated to his other side. His dream sank in and he slowly slipt back into the calm world were every thing seemed to work out and be alright. As peace enveloped him he padded among the border of fire and tree clan he new were he belonged and he new were he wanted to be he was never meant to have ended up in Fire Clan but that is were he wished to stay, but lets face it he had tree clan pumping in his veins the tree called to him the green canopies sang in sweet tunes he was so alone and lost never once had he questioned his belonging well until he found he was property of another clan, as well as no longer the property of SilverWhisker it had jacked up his whole life as he crossed into the trees he thought though all of this even in his dreams his former mate seemed to haunt him he dug his claws into the neared tree with anger filling his motions slowly the rage slipped away and he was once again filled with loneliness and confusion were did he belong....
All of this played in his head when a Black Pelt seemed to take form in front of him, he new it was his father whom he did not have quite a large liking to after all he had grown up in another clan with out a word from this tom but who was he to judge everyone messes up and tonight he desided to give his father a chance after all what did he had to loose he gave a small welcoming smile and sat with a question "Skywing" he hoped he was not mistaken after all how many other males had blue optics black pelt half blind and quite the show of scars on his face it was him alright
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Post by Skywing on Jun 17, 2015 14:17:19 GMT -6
The male had taken on the form he had when he was alive, until his son recognized him and then he shook his pelt and the scars were gone, it was a shiny black again with vibrate blue eyes. A smile showed and he looked at his son. "Fangshadow my dear boy.. How have you been? How I have missed you so.. its been moons sense our last chat.. I know you lost your mate.. I apologize, I know the pain. I fell in love with a queen I could never have and lost her to a male I hate when she passed on to Cloudclan.." he whispered and sat down.
"I came to see how you are, I know you must of had issues with Fireclan having the heat wave an you having such long fur.." he whispered. "I also came to break the news that I have passed onto Cloudclan and it was your deputy that murdered me.."
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Post by Fangshadow on Jun 17, 2015 14:31:00 GMT -6
He sat almost stunned as the scars melted and the rugged fur shifted into a sleek healthy dark hued pelt, his eyes once again whole... Wow that just happened. He listend with high pricked ears he then smiled lightly as the tom spoke, "Well, I've been better" he answered with all honesty, and continued "It has been far to long," he paused as his father brought up his resent lost he lowered his head " I guess it runs in the Family" he spoke faintly with a trace of bitter it would seem just his luck.
He looked up at the male he could call father and gave a wide grin "Awe, Yes that" he paused and chuckled "I take it I have mother to blame, or is my thick pelt much of an mystery" he stared at the healed figaur before him with grief as he stated his new dwellings around cloud clan he was about to murmurer his sorry, but his father continued leaving quite a slash of news.. Fang stuttered "What, Blackthorn wouldn't do that... " he added "Why" he felt more loss knowing he would only really see his father on his schedule and willingness not that fang could not just randomly run into him. he gave a small smile "I'll miss bumping into you" he felt heat in his face and new that soon a small stream would claim his eyes if he did not get a hold of him self. he padded forward to lovingly head butt the one and only whom he could call Father.. wow fang had lived most of his life thinking he really didn't have one yet here he was in all his healed and shimmering glory. Fang pulled back and asked "So, why hasn't mother come to see me?"
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Post by Skywing on Jun 17, 2015 14:39:23 GMT -6
He laughed. "Yes the males fall for queens, and the girls fall for the older men, its rather funny to watch. I'll be honest." he said and then he flicked his ear. "Well your mother did have a kind of thick pelt.. now that I think about it." he said and then tail from side to side and frowned. "Ill be honesty, Blackthorn did it cause I came begging to be here. I did it because i'm old soon I would of been a elder and I couldn't take care of myself as a loner." he said and then he laughed. "I'll be able to see you every time you sleep now my dear son." he purred.
He then looked at him and frowned "Applefall and I aren't speaking so I can't be to sure on that, no one but Auntie Ashfang has really spoken to me, theres been a cat here and there." he said and flicked his ear. "I'll try to tell her to come visit you." he said.
He realized then that his son was trying to lovingly headbutt him, he shut his eyes and made it so his kit could touch him, most times cats couldn't even in dreams but its possible here and there for a short time.
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Post by Fangshadow on Jun 17, 2015 14:49:46 GMT -6
As he pulled away he reliesd his mistake of course the head butt wouldn't work I'm a mouse brain, he shook his head. He nodded and spoke almost dully "It's So true" he chuckled his father was rather funny and had quite the advise when it came to females that is. He nodded well that's good to know he had never actually seen the she-cat known as AppleFall only heard of her nothing more rather pathetic really. His optics widened as his father confessed his ways of leaving he was speechless and he could not believe he thought maybe I heard him wrong but there was no doubt about it his father wanted death fang felt anger wash over him and he back up, a little why had he not come to see me before he asked to die why Blackthorn WHy, WHy, Why? he was going to have an outburst but new no good would come from it he wisely held his tongue though still saddened by the news once again sat down this time shoulders slumped and head facing the earth. He let it go, he new that his father was still the only one to come to his aid since his life had tipped. he nodded and spoke gruffly "Yes, please do" he stopped and looked at his father and asked with firm voice "Why Blackthorn?"
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Post by Skywing on Jun 17, 2015 14:57:19 GMT -6
"I said that wrong. I didn't beg for him to put me in Cloudclan, I wanted to join the ranks of Fireclan, and when he said no, I begged to see Leopardripple, he still said no and something snapped I just I ran I needed to see her, I wasn't sure why. But I did." he said an then he nodded. "I will ask her the next time I speak to her." he said and then he looked at his son and his ears lay flat to his skull.
"Please don't hate me Fangshadow.." he begged. "Two of my kits hate me already and ones just a apprentice.. by the way, try meeting him at some point, you'd like Pebblepaw.. hes a dork.. hes gonna be by the border a lot now.. Pineshadow lets him explore why he hunts."
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Post by Fangshadow on Jun 17, 2015 15:21:36 GMT -6
He shook his head and refrained from fully snappeing "I Don't care your reasons, or your motive..." he paused and a stony expression entered his face "Whats done is done' he looked at the tom he called father and felt torn should I Love him or Hate him he let the thought go he never had a father until a few moons ago I should hate him like I've never hated another before, he then new it was his that no matter how much hate he felt the love would always out weight it at least for SkyWing it would, he shook his head and lashed his lang tail "As much as I want to I never could fully Hate you I hope to know that" he shook his head as he heard about his littermates he nodded "Well I can't blame them, but at the same time I can't side with them" he smiled at the mention of the crazy young male he spoke warmly of his half brother "Ahh, yes I have seen Young PebblePaw a fine Tom that one is" he smiled he had grown close to the halfblood male, he smiled at the mention of his mentor that's good he finally has one that trains him let alone give him freedom he turned and faced his father still a little on edge but new he had to let it go he huffed, "How much have you actually been enjoying Cloud Clan?"
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