get well soon or not (p)

[Foxclaw]

Foxclaw wasn't going to hold on he couldn't he was getting worse he couldn't think straight from all the popyseeds and dissipearing like his brother became an answer for him.

Every day was bleak and depressing despite constantly being visited by friends and family the fact of having someone he raised hate him or that he physically hurt him. It was all to painful. He would take firebird's advice and see his son Speckflame but he didn't want others to see him like this

[Speckflame]

Speckflame didn't know what he was doing. Why was he doing this? He should just turn back. He should.

But he didn't. His paws moved to the medicine den. And stepped inside. Awkwardly, he peered around, and winced when he saw Foxclaw there. His father. Who he hadn't spoken to since the fight.

He stood in silence. Too nervous to talk. Too nervous to even breath.

[Foxclaw]

Foxclaw's face lit up "speckflame!" He purred the name trailing off into a serious sorrow. He wasn't having a nice chat like they used to or anything like that. It was incredibly painful to know his son didn't want to see him.

"I'm so sorry" he said teary-eyed "I'm sorry you have to see me like this for your neck for everything" he said his voice cracking.

"I'll never accept your ways but that's just my grudge against my father. But I do accept you for being a bright friendly young tom and that's not just because you are my kit" he said tears running down his cheeks.

[Speckflame]

It hurt to see his father's happiness at his visit. Speckflame instantly felt his heart explode with guilt. 'Oh CloudClan, why did I ever avoid him? He's my dad!'

But he was silent as Foxclaw spoke. Slowly, Speckflame stepped farther into the den, until he was closer to where his father had his nest. He breathed out a tight sigh, his lungs burning with the need to take in air correctly. But he was too nervous to obey.

"My neck is fine," he began in a whisper, though his voice rose with each passing second. "I-in fact, it makes me look cooler. Cause... you know... warriors tend to show off awesome scars." He laughed dryly.

He padded closer until he was right beside his father. Slowly, Speckflame lowered his head. "I'm sorry for holding a grudge for so long. I was stubborn. And ignorant, and just...." The tomcat let out a ragged breath. "Thanks for... accepting the way I am. I understand your point of view. And I accept that."

Carefully, he raised shimmering green eyes to meet Foxclaw's gaze. "You're not going to... die, are you? Firepaw said... he said...."

[Foxclaw]

"well...." He paused "yes...." He said grimly before laughing"I'm kidding, ill be fine I was just really malnourished and sick. I'll be fine now" he purred happily his eyes a bit teary.

It was going to be okay

[Speckflame]

He was horrified for a moment, before Foxclaw admitted he was joking. Speckflame breathed a long sigh of relief. "Seriously... please don't do that." he said slowly. Speckflame met his father's gaze. "Are you... really going to be okay, though?"

[Foxclaw]

foxclaw let out a laugh "I'm going to need some time to get my strength back. But i'll be okay"

[Speckflame]

He sighed. "Okay... you'll have to tell Mom and Firepaw soon. They're freaking out about you, ya know? Not sure about Thunderfox though, I think he's a little busy with his kits."

[Foxclaw]

"I can hear them from here" he laughed. Still teary eyed.

((should he and firebird make the RP))

[Speckflame]

}{}{ idk, if you want to.


Speckflame chuckled as well. "Yeah... well, if you're feeling better, I should probably... go...."

[Foxclaw]

"well have fun I'll see you soon" he smiled.

((I can tomorrow))