Post by Adaline on Feb 21, 2017 13:27:39 GMT -6
((OPEN to any apprentices who haven't met Brightpaw. Sooo... Not Aloepaw, Willowpaw, or Swanpaw pretty much. Ehhh not Sparkpaw or Cherrypaw either since she technically knows of them. Personal story things for Brightpaw and all, y'know.))
Brightpaw had done a lot of thinking... Trying to be more... Honest with herself. The point was, despite her preaching using words above violence... She had a lot of urges to hit people. However, she didn't want to be like that. She just... Didn't. She didn't want to be exiled and she didn't want to be someone who incited fear via violence. However, denying this part of herself seemed to... Make things bad again.
She wished her family wasn't in tatters.
As she had thought, Willowpaw's furious words echoed in her mind. Her sister thought that Brightpaw was unwilling to see others' perspectives. Well... She wasn't sure how else she could see Willowpaw's. However, it got her thinking about her other siblings... Almondfire and Aloepaw.
She'd always been a victim of those two and they never seemed to understand that their violent ways were wrong.
They likely would cut back on the violence, due to Oceanstar being literally a second ago from booting her and all her siblings out of Fireclan. They'd probably still stick mud in people's nests, though.
Then she wondered... What if she could... Release her angry, violent urges through something else? She'd never messed with anyone else with anything more than her words. She'd always been on the receiving end.
..... She wondered if what she was doing was wrong and hypocritical.
She decided to stop thinking about and just take action without thinking about it.
As long as she did that, she could do this experiment.
.... The experiment being, coming into camp in the gray hours of the morning, when everyone was still asleep.... And shoving a spider into the ear of an unsuspecting apprentice she didn't know the name of.
Brightpaw had done a lot of thinking... Trying to be more... Honest with herself. The point was, despite her preaching using words above violence... She had a lot of urges to hit people. However, she didn't want to be like that. She just... Didn't. She didn't want to be exiled and she didn't want to be someone who incited fear via violence. However, denying this part of herself seemed to... Make things bad again.
She wished her family wasn't in tatters.
As she had thought, Willowpaw's furious words echoed in her mind. Her sister thought that Brightpaw was unwilling to see others' perspectives. Well... She wasn't sure how else she could see Willowpaw's. However, it got her thinking about her other siblings... Almondfire and Aloepaw.
She'd always been a victim of those two and they never seemed to understand that their violent ways were wrong.
They likely would cut back on the violence, due to Oceanstar being literally a second ago from booting her and all her siblings out of Fireclan. They'd probably still stick mud in people's nests, though.
Then she wondered... What if she could... Release her angry, violent urges through something else? She'd never messed with anyone else with anything more than her words. She'd always been on the receiving end.
..... She wondered if what she was doing was wrong and hypocritical.
She decided to stop thinking about and just take action without thinking about it.
As long as she did that, she could do this experiment.
.... The experiment being, coming into camp in the gray hours of the morning, when everyone was still asleep.... And shoving a spider into the ear of an unsuspecting apprentice she didn't know the name of.
