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[perceus500]

all around me
^{a m i b r e a t h i n g ?}

I was in my spirit world. Again. I had fallen asleep in front of the computer, and drifted here by accident. These things happened to me a lot. Apparently, no one was going to go easy on my today. Nightshade was the first to arrive. His black fur shimmered in the light of the always-full moon. His molten gold eyes looked up to me.
"Hey, Nightshade." I said.
"Hello, Jordan. How are you?"
"Fine. But something's wrong..."
"What is it, child? Speak to me."
"Well, I'm starting to question a lot of things. You know what happened to Steven when he almost came out; he shattered right before me."
"Yes..." Nightshade said slowly. "But what relevance does this have?"
"Not a lot. But there's a few other things I need to question. People who need to question themselves, and decisions that are far too difficult to decide."
"Ah, to be a teenager. But, I suppose I cannot ridicule you. Affairs of the heart are not my place. But...well, I have some bad news to depart upon you."
"What?" I managed to choke out. I hated bad news. Especially from spirits.
"We're...leaving again. Jordan, Masen and the others serve no more purpose with you. Aurora sends her regrets. But Ankh and I have fulfilled our purposes. We have no place with you anymore."
"Ah...Nightshade..." I said. "Why do Guides leave their charges?"
"It all depends. Usually, a certain purpose must be fulfilled before we can leave. But it's not a system I can quite explain. I suppose instinct could explain it."
"Oh. Sorry. Well...good-bye, Nightshade."
"Good-bye, child." He nuzzled against me, and for one instance, I felt peace seep through me. Nightshade left, and the peace left with him. I was alone. For the moment, at least. A few minutes later, a pair of perfect green eyes flickered in the forest. A cat padded forward. It had wood-brown fur, and a long, lanky tail. "Hello, Jordan." it said, it's voice smooth and velvet. "My name is Killian." And it jumped, landing lightly on a branch nearby. "Sleep, child. I will explain later." And I drifted into dreams.

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It seems that I need to re-think my own life. Because there's a lot of switching going on there. I needn't explain why Killian showed up. I've ranted about it enough. *hint hint*

[Fallenheart]

The others were probably just journey guides; y'know, only there when you came to a fork in the road of your life. It seems like they were there for the Josh thing, and now that that's pretty much done with, they're gone. Just my input, don't mind me.

[Redstorm]

I must agree with Mintleaf. True you will have many spirit animals,and do, but not all of them will stay forever.

But i'm more surprised about Nightshade, I thought he was your main animal..

[perceus500]

Mar 15, 2011 14:07:00 GMT -6 Redstorm said:

I must agree with Mintleaf. True you will have many spirit animals,and do, but not all of them will stay forever.

But i'm more surprised about Nightshade, I thought he was your main animal..

all around me
^{a m i b r e a t h i n g ?}

So did I. I guess these things never quite work out the same as you expect it. But Killian's just as good as Nightshade and the others at dealing with the dark, depressing area that is my mind. So...yeah.

[Redstorm]

Just, be peaceful. Maybe your just to, confused or stressed at the moment to see the real point of all this.

[Skyflight]

[blockquotes] I really hated when my guides left, I actually friend when Calo left me, not so much when Ferus did, but deffinitly Calo. Have you tried googling up on Cat totems? I get the feelings Killian will be more then nessecary to help you out in your current situation.[/blockquote]

[perceus500]

I've googled it:

"Cat is a popular totem as many of us bring their ancient presence into our hearts and homes. Here is the gift of psychic power, independence, intelligence and creativity. In dreams, cats teach us to believe in ourselves intuitively. The key is to further develop our feminine aspects as we gain greater understanding of the psyche. Cats are natural healers, guiding us to honor the mystery of life. Cat medicine is to see that magic is in the air.

[Scarheart]

Every time I visit May and Den, i wake up different. A raven is a "Shape-shifter" as in it can change to bled in with its surroundings. I do that a lot at school now, Its strange, but everything is changing the way i like it.

[Skyflight]

Try and do what your animal asks.

That's probably your gift Scarheart, to transform your identity.

[perceus500]

Mar 25, 2011 19:22:30 GMT -6 Skyflight said:

Try and do what your animal asks.

That's probably your gift Scarheart, to transform your identity.

Oh, Skyflight. I simply cannot express my sheer lovitude for you. Like, in all seriousliness, you are the best best friend I've ever had! ♥ Wow. Randomness...O.O'' Anyway, I agree. I love the little gifts we get from them. I've got too many gifts to count. I could list them, I think...

[Skyflight]

xD

Thanks After?

I really only have two ones that should count as 'gifts' and that's intuition and realm jumping.

[perceus500]

I'm going to list them, because I'm bored:

• Empathy ~ I can feel the emotions around me, as if they were my own. This includes physical pain.
  
• Aura-Reading ~ I can see/read the colored auras around people.
  
• Tactile Thought Projection ~ If I touch someone, and concentrate hard enough, they will get a general idea of what I'm thinking.
  
• Repulsion ~ I can repel certain objects, depending on density and weight. This includes snow, rain, and other forms of percipitation.
  
• Fading ~ If I thik about it hard enough, I can make myself not be as conspicuous as usual.

Don't you agree that I have too many?

[Fallenheart]

These gifts sound cool.

o-o

<--- doesn't think she has any

[Skyflight]

Ohh I have empathy. I can't choose when it happens though. If I'm around someone though and they're really scared, excited, sad; I get a peice of there emotions. I hate it.

Mintleaf, google your spirit animal medicine, it'll tell you your gifts. (:

[perceus500]

I'm lucky; I can turn my gifts on and off. Believe me, my friends hate it when I poke them and they get burned. I like to play with them.