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Aug 19, 2011 19:38:05 GMT -6
Post by perceus500 on Aug 19, 2011 19:38:05 GMT -6
I haven't had any contact with Marcy for a really long time. I'm usually so deep in it that I can barely tell when I'm dreaming normally. But now I don't even dream anything different. It's just flashes. Faint flashes of the dream about Sarah[1]. Mainly her telling me to get rid of my poker face. I don't know why I'm still seeing this. I've told a lot of people my secret. Can anyone guess why this is happening? Or help me? I hate being so disconnected.
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Geckosun
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Aug 20, 2011 11:51:50 GMT -6
Post by Geckosun on Aug 20, 2011 11:51:50 GMT -6
Maybe you're just trying too hard?
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Aug 20, 2011 11:59:45 GMT -6
Post by perceus500 on Aug 20, 2011 11:59:45 GMT -6
No, I've barely been trying. It's always come so naturally to me that I've never bothered trying.
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Aug 20, 2011 12:15:25 GMT -6
Post by Geckosun on Aug 20, 2011 12:15:25 GMT -6
Hm, maybe she's staying away for a reason.
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Aug 20, 2011 12:19:00 GMT -6
Post by perceus500 on Aug 20, 2011 12:19:00 GMT -6
Probably. Or she might be trying to remind me of something. I just realized there's no sound; just Sarah, mouthing the words she said in that old dream...hmmm...I have a hunch. But I won't go off of it until I know I'm right.
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Aug 20, 2011 16:22:22 GMT -6
Post by Fallenheart on Aug 20, 2011 16:22:22 GMT -6
It may not just be telling your secret. By 'poker face,' it could be a reference to the metaphorical mask many people wear to disguise what they're really feeling. Such as, many people will pretend to be inhumanly happy, when they're actually incredibly depressed, hurt, angry, etc. Others could be hurt about something, but come off as extremely angered at the world. And.. it goes on like that. If you wear said mask, perhaps you should try to show how you really feel~?
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Aug 20, 2011 16:31:30 GMT -6
Post by perceus500 on Aug 20, 2011 16:31:30 GMT -6
I am! At least as much as I consciously know...
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Aug 21, 2011 7:23:23 GMT -6
Post by Crepusculo on Aug 21, 2011 7:23:23 GMT -6
Ok, so I read your thread about Sarah, and I believe she is telling you two different things, that have in someway connected. Ok, so I'm looking in more at the Beauty part than poker face, since she told you that first while hugging you. "Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder" is a very old saying. I looked up the meaning since to me it has various meanings. But this one was the first I found So after reading this I reread what I underlined. Picking up pokerface and it's meaning I think it means your regecting something. I don't know you or the situation so I can't exactly help with that. But the first thing underlined I think means something like 'Open your eyes and your mind' than what most people say it means. Then we come to pokerface, by your threads you seem pretty open and not afraid of what others think, but you also seem stubborn. When gambling most people try to make their opinions clear by being stubborn and refusing to admit the fact that they might infact lose. But then when you describe the scenery it gives me a different message. Like it's a fantasy, a wold your missing. I don't know this Sarah so I don't know how she was in the dream or what she means to you but by what I understand of the dream she cares. Ehh sorry I take notes and draw things from them and this post is like a notepad for me. So sorry if it's confusing
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Aug 21, 2011 7:28:22 GMT -6
Post by perceus500 on Aug 21, 2011 7:28:22 GMT -6
Mmm...you bring up a lot of good points. To me, Sarah is a friend. A very best friend. Probably one notch away from me loving her. Maybe that's what I'm denying. That's my hunch. But I'm not going to act on it until I know for sure.
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Aug 21, 2011 7:35:06 GMT -6
Post by Crepusculo on Aug 21, 2011 7:35:06 GMT -6
Hm...Maybe you should act on the first underlined sentence rather than the second. Since it's obviously not workinf if it keeps one coming. Maybe she's telling you this in the order you should complete it. Start with finding out the entire and true meaning of 'Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder' since I can't promise I'm right. Then move on to the next. But before you do you must find out what is 'your pokerface' because I don't think you are thinking of the right thing EDIT: Ohh and sorry for dissecting your dream like that xD
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Aug 21, 2011 7:57:46 GMT -6
Post by perceus500 on Aug 21, 2011 7:57:46 GMT -6
Dissection is fine by me.
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Aug 21, 2011 8:24:57 GMT -6
Post by Crepusculo on Aug 21, 2011 8:24:57 GMT -6
Haha. It's the easiest way for me to understand things like dreams.
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