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Post by Deleted on Aug 23, 2016 3:56:46 GMT -6
( Galelight) Im not really sure what I'm doing here. I think it was Balze's idea. No. I'm certain it was Blaze's idea. After that little chat with the White Deathclanner, she'd wanted to meet these clanners for herself. Maybe see if they truly believe their folly, or if those who do simply enforce it upon those who don't. I sort of find them unique, and a little intruiging. To be honest, I was sort of curious about them myself, so I really shan't complain about her sending us off on this little trek. That isn't quite so little for a seven moon old feline. Oh well. Better make the most of it. My emerald eyes scan the forest with great intruige, and relief that I'm in control for now. She's starting to tug the reigns a little harder than before, so to speak. It's unsettling, but I'm sort of getting used to it. She seems a little less aggressive now, and a bit more curious. I wonder if we're molding into one now? 'Don't get your hopes up too much, child...' A shiver runs down my spine like a static wave, and she snickers slightly in my mind, seemingly loving my reaction. I don't notice I've reached the border of this strange territory until I hear another cat, and my paw crosses the scent line. I scramble back slightly, and my eyes flicker round to find a ginger pelt amongst the trees. He looks a little lithe for this particular environment, but I'm certainly not one to judge.
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Post by Galelight on Aug 23, 2016 6:18:10 GMT -6
Sunny was nervous. He was wandering around the border shared with Deathclan for some strange reason. He never liked Deathclan. There'd been a battle way back when he was a kit, which had cemented a dislike of Deathclanners. Of course, Moon took it to the extreme like he did with most of his opinions and feelings. Sunny was more so just wary of Deathclan. Yet, here he was.
He stopped and stiffened. There was a cat with a warm, brown coat. It was a Deathclanner. Moon's screaming in his ears got worse again. The only time when he was louder was by the Fireclan border. He wasn't so bad that it hurt him, like last time. He openly shivered. He didn't like to think that Moon could mess him up that badly even when he wasn't holding the reins. It was... Scary. Scary to think that maybe he never had control. It was a slippery slope that he couldn't get a clawhold on and soon he would fall into the abyss... But no. He couldn't think about those things. He didn't think Starry liked Moon being in control very much so... He'd try to get a handle on it.
But right now... There was a Deathclanner in front of his face. He smiled nervously, practically shivering, his body language screaming submissive.
"E-Er... H-H-Hi...?"
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Post by Deleted on Aug 24, 2016 1:34:51 GMT -6
I blink in surprise when the cat seems terrified out of his wits. Usually that's my role. Okay, so I don't usually quake like a beaten kit, and I'm not usually scared of them, more of me. Of Blaze. Yet I've never been in a position such as this, white the other cat fearing me. I'm half his age for flames sake. I twitch my little ears forward. I've heard a little of their clans, and I believe I'd be an apprentice, which would make him a warrior. About twelve or so moons by my estimation. Maybe he's sacred of my scent? No. Even if Deathclanners scare him, I joined only yesterday thanks to Blaze. But I suppose I'm on their territory, aren't I?
"I-I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to startle you. Really..." My ears twitch uncomfortably. Why do I always have to get so darn shy around others. I guess it's the thought that I might kill them. Kill...Blaze...I close my eyes and snatch back at my hold, gripping tight with all my will before she slips through the gap. I swear I hear her hiss at me in my mind. I visualise myself hissing back whilst I work on keeping a calm outlook before this trembling cat. "I'm Soleil. W-what's your n-n-name?" I ask softly, my ears twitching and muscles still tense despite my efforts. I feel like running. I don't want to hurt this cat. He's scared at his head, I don't want to give him a real reason to be so. (Oh, what if Blaze and Moon knew each other. That'd be interesting...)
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Post by Galelight on Aug 24, 2016 7:30:17 GMT -6
((Mm... Yeah. You'd need to catch Sunny here at a later time. Right now Moon is just basically screaming 24.7))
Sunny sees that the Deathclanner seems surprised by him. Probably his pathetic state. Possibly worse... Probably thought he was quaking in fear. Nope. This was a result of having negative confidence and self-esteem at this point, being shy and nervous to a fault.
He looked away shyly, his ears flattening. She seemed to have a stutter as well and doesn't seem so bad? Well, she's younger. But she's Deathclan... Shouldn't he hate her? ... Judging by Moon's loud encouragement he's going to say no. Maybe... Just wary would alright.
"E-Er.... S-Sunny..." He replied softly.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 25, 2016 0:57:12 GMT -6
My ears twitch forward. He still seems nervous, maybe scared, but probably not to that extent. I lift one paw, and lean forward so that I'm teetering close to the line, but not crossing it. I think I feel more confident since he's nervous. Or ,at be its because Blaze is so silent right now? I'm not sure, but I bet she's plotting something. I flinch and shiver slightly at the thought, then peer at the older Tom. "Sunny?" I ask spcuriously, tilting my head to one side. "I thought clan cats had those funny two word names? Like Sunnytail or something." My ears twitch slightly because I want to know more about these strange clans. They seem friendlier than the one I'm in. But I guess it's not really a clan. I sit down and curl my tail over my paws, hoping to make him a little more relaxed if I'm a little calmer. It's hard to keep my nervousness under control, my stutter even more so. But he seems to be drawing off me as well, so if I'm calm, maybe that'll help?
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Post by Galelight on Aug 25, 2016 10:11:03 GMT -6
Sunny does not like Soleil tiptoeing the line. But, he doesn't bring it up. She suddenly flinches for some reason and shivers. He wondered what it was... Did she think of something? Then she asked about his name. He averted his gaze and absentmindedly pawed at the ground.
"U-Um... Yes... Sunny is a nickname that I p-prefer..." He admitted. He didn't want to tell anyone his real name ever again, honestly. With a name he more or less chose for himself, it felt more real. Something he really wanted to be known by, even if cats would probably be confused by it.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 26, 2016 16:07:50 GMT -6
My ears twitch slightly. He doesn't seem to want to bring up his real name. I was about to ask, but go back on that thought at his clear reluctance to do so. I understand that. I almost abandoned the name I was born with, but I didn't want to because it's the only reminder of my family I attain. I didn't even give the name the twolegs gave me a second thought. Never even came to it. I'd wait till they put the food on the porch, then I'd sneak up and eat it. I never trusted them really. Only let them feed me because mother and my siblings did, and they owned my father. Father...I flick my head. 'Dont think about that...' I twitch my ears toward him, not sure what to say.
'Whats wrong, Hun? You tramped a little outside your zone?' I flick my tail irritably. "Quiet Blaze..." I hiss, narrowing my eyes as I shove her back deeper. Before remembering I'm in company. "Sorry..." I murmur. It must be awkward seeing me talk to someone who by his perspective doesn't exist. "I have this sort of...spirit...I mean..." I twitch my ears awkwardly and find myself taking great interest in the ground beneath my paws. I glance at him without raising my head, wondering how he'd react to someone having a possessive voice stuck in their head. Or maybe he'll just think I'm crazy. 'For his sake, I hope he does...'
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Post by Galelight on Aug 27, 2016 7:26:19 GMT -6
Sunny took a step back. Somehow his nervousness doubled. To make matters worse, Moon's voice somehow became even more dangerous, filled with disturbing mutterings. No. He did his best to remember Starry and squash some the violent personality. He couldn't come out. Not now, not ever.
His ears were practically flat against his skull. "A-A v-voice in your h-h-head r-right?" He asked softly, his stutter becoming even worse. He didn't meet Soleil's eyes.
((Sorry for shortness. Motivation/muse for creativity has drained from me.))
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Post by Deleted on Aug 28, 2016 1:41:55 GMT -6
I swear I shrink a little because suddenly he's freaking out. Like. More. I get back to my paws because heck, I'm freaking out now too. I hate upsetting cats, or scaring them, and this Tom is certainly no Deathclanner. Curse my forwardness. The forwardness that until now I didn't even know existed. Much. My ears flatten back slightly, as do his. Then he speaks, and a shudder of recognition runs down my spine because he really shouldn't know that. He shouldn't have to know that. I nod slowly because I don't trust my voice right now. My ears flutter slightly and I try and make myself calm because, maybe, just maybe, he's merely heard of such a thing before. Or maybe it happened to someone he loved, which would explain the fear. Hell, I'm in denial now over even the slightest possibility that another could share this problem, this curse. But I have to know. I don't know why, but I need to know if my assumption is correct. I'm hoping like hell it isn't. I beg the creator I'm wrong before easing myself forward to peer at him. I'm not even sure what my emotions look like right now, but I've never really shown them much outwardly despite that darn turmoil I'm always experiencing deep inside. "Do you...have one...?" I tilt my head slightly and hope he says no. 'Please say no.' This is one thing about me I don't mind not sharing.
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Post by Galelight on Aug 28, 2016 6:39:25 GMT -6
Sunny had known for a long while that having a voice in your head was rare.... But not impossible. He had no idea what dictated whether you got one or not. He shivered. Soleil wanted to know about Moon. His frustrating whisperings rose into his usual shouting. Though, it was more insistent than nasty. But no. He couldn't let him out. Not now, not ever.
"U-U-Uh.... Y-Y-Y-Yes...." He stuttered, it somehow becoming worse again. He wondered if Soleil thought she was the only one. Possibly. He knew of Vixenleap and Sunsetshadow's... So he knew voices could happen to anyone, and for some reason they were typically malevolent. He wondered why there just couldn't be a nice voice. Moon's condescending voice echoed through his mind at the notion. He hoped that whatever Soleil's voice was like, they were nicer than Moon. Moon never shut up, he stole memories and gave nightmares. He would lash out with angry, no control at all, all claws and rage.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 29, 2016 1:44:02 GMT -6
Great. I flinch and my eyes gaze desperately at the ground like it's going to save me. Save him. Save both of us. Blaze snarls in my mind because she knows what I'm thinking. She may not be able to twist my mind so much any more, but she can still hear it. Her snarl is belied by a sense of amusement I feel prickling off her. She's enjoying this. And hell, she wants to meet this cat's voice. I refuse her control, but barely. I'm too young to be strong against her, and she knows this. She feeds off my fear, which only serves to strengthen it. Heck, I'm certainly going to get nightmares about this now too, aren't I? I nod slightly, but it comes off as more of a quiver as I eye the Tom. And then I can't help it. I need to know.
"Are there....others?" My ears twitch back, fearing his answer. I don't want others to share this voice. Is his voice, nice? No. I doubt that. He wouldn't be so nervy if it was. Why can't we just have little voices in our head that murmur encouragements and take control merely to push us out of our comfort zones a little, holding the reigns so loose that we can steer together? Heck, if someone had one of those, I'd likely die of not only shock, but defeat. My tail twitches nervously, my eyes begging that he says no because I can't handle this. I'm freaking out merely over there being one other. I don't want more. I'd likely crumble if there was more.
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Post by Galelight on Aug 31, 2016 8:13:56 GMT -6
Sunny's tail twitched uncertainly. He can see that Soleil is... Uncomfortable. He didn't think he'd ever relate to a Deathclanner but... Here he was. Maybe they weren't all bad... His past memories of Deathclan were one battle... Then again, the clans fought in the past, right? What was one more rival... Group of sorts?
He pawed at the ground softly. "U-Um... T-Two.... I-I think...." He admitted.
((ahahah sorry it's so short))
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Post by Deleted on Sept 1, 2016 2:39:11 GMT -6
(Hehe, I think these two could get along some point in the future. Now the question is, will Blaze and Moon get along or not? Hmm...Also, don't worry about it I get more muse with her, Darya and Shadow and Flurry than I do with Fallen, it's actually really amusing.) Now we're both uncomfortable. Or nervous. Or scared. He was scared before, I think. He seems a little calmer now, and me ironically enough a little more worked up. I try to force myself to calm if only a little as I twitch my ears to listen. A slight shudder ripples through me like the wind through the trees upon his strangely large territory. Do they own all the forest? What a strange concept. I shove it off because I know I'm distracting myself on purpose. I run a single clan along the groun, creating a tiny divot in the earth before I sheath my claws and place my paw flat upon the ground. I don't, however, look up. "Oh..." Is all I respond with, because I really don't know what to say. My gaze lifts slightly to meet his eyes of sapphire blue, and I try and take comfort that they are such a nice colore. I can't. It'd be like trying to take comfort that the sun is pretty when it's shining on the coldest winters day. Or that at least there are no bones to bury and blood to clean up when there is no prey. "And you...know them? W-who are they?" I don't know why why I ask. I won't know which one, but maybe they're related, and it's hereditary, or completely unrelated? I need some insight.
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Post by Galelight on Sept 1, 2016 20:08:52 GMT -6
Sunny's tail twitched without confidence behind him. Soleil seemed to be unnerved by the information that he was providing. He didn't like being the source of another's distress, even if it was a Deathclanner. Moon was the antagonistic one... Not him.... At least, that's what he hoped. He was honestly afraid of Moon's existence and the idea of him disappearing. If he disappeared, where would you go? Would he go into Sunny? The idea of becoming like Moon was a billion times scarier than any threats the cold-eyed personality might give.
He doesn't know what to say either, tearing his ocean blue gaze from Soleil's glimmering green one. Her eyes shine like the forest leaves in the middle of Greenleaf... He was always observant of other's eyes. He really hopes Soleil doesn't want to meet Moon. He... Doesn't think he deals with pressure too well. But he also doesn't want anyone new to meet Moon. He doesn't want Moon to see anyone ever again, unless it's through Sunny's eyes. It just... It just can't happen. He's a violent cat who doesn't understand negative consequences and the repercussions of his actions. Which is ultimately more dangerous than his claws, though his claws a tool of the personality's destruction.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 2, 2016 5:14:01 GMT -6
He's avoiding my gaze now. Essentially I'm doing the same. My own gaze flits from his to our surroundings and back again like a record on repeat, always echoing their own actions due to one reason of another. His lack of reply causes me to paw at the dirt out of awkward confusion on what to say and do as the silence seeps into the atmosphere and settles like a sheet of ice. 'Care to let me speak to his voice dear child?' I'm not sure if her snarky voice resounding in my head as a threat or a question is more unsettling. Perhaps a threat, because then I know exactly what will happen or not, whereas as a request, I have no idea. I'm abruptly shaking my head. I take the slightest of steps back and try and push Blaze back into my mind where she can stay in her little cage or crevice or whatever it is she slinks off to hind in. 'Just let me be...' A slight snarl inside my mind. She wants out. I break the ice of out silence as I peer into his gaze in some sort of mixed up apology. "She wants to meet your...voice. I should probably go before she takes it upon herself to do so." My ears twitch in discomfort because I really don't want that to happen. (This can go two ways, either the two voices meet, or the two main cats part ways. Up to you )
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