Don't let me fall, cause no one's here to catch me(Lilith)

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(Lilypaw , sorry for my lateness)
I just need to get away. Again. Heck, I sort of hate it there. Deathclan. Why would anyone in their right mind want to live somewhere bent on killing? My young mind can't possibly comprehend it, and my heart is screaming at me that it's wrong. Blaze isn't convinced. The only thing keeping her contained right now is that I'm not trying to leave. For some reason, she wants to stay there. I guess it's got something to do with her sick and twisted plans. Whatever they may be. I don't want to know.

I feel like a squirrel in this huge tree. Like a tiny little furry squirrel cowering amongst the leaves. Shutting the world out and just begging it to leave me alone. 'Just leave me alone!' A snicker. Not me, her. I flinch. 'What was that, pet?' I let out a sharp hiss, and she chuckles darkly in my mind. 'Now, how rude you are, pet. I must be rubbing off on you...' I snarl slightly, and act as though she's on the branch with me. I get to my paws, flick my tail agressively, and Spring down a branch. I abruptly curl up in the crook between two thick branches and the trunk, and snap my eyes shut like a lid. 'Not in the mood today child?' That's it. "Just. Shut. Up!" I know I don't need to say it out loud. And from the sounds and scent that announces comapany, I realise I shouldn't have spoken. I peer down awkwardly at the cat, slinking my body over itself to make myself look even smaller in effort to not exist.

[Lilypaw]

Lilith was going on the walk and was quite hoping to catch some kind of prey to eat. But so far the young she-cat was having no luck. She let a out a small hiss of annoyance. 'Why can't I find anything. Am I going to starve.' Lilith thought before sitting down and curling her fluffy tail around her white paws. She stared at the ground with a pair of blue eyes. Lilith was not really in the mood to talk to anyone today. The tortie tabby's ears pricked up when she heard someone talk to her. Lilith's eyes narrowed at the she-cat sitting in a tree. "I was not even talking!" She snapped twitching her tail in annoyance. 

(I'm sorry that my posts are not that long as yours)

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'Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!' I curse myself silently, my tail twitching in discomfort. I had been hoping the other wouldn't reply, but I knew that would merely be fools luck. 'Good going, kid...' Blaze sneers in my mind. Her voice is thick with amusement and I shiver. She doesn't take hold though, and I force myself to relax before I fall out of the tree. "Sorry. I d-didn't mean you" I call back nervously, my tail swaying. I'm not as scared for this cat on Blaze's part as I am with most. Probably because she looks so angry, and hostile. I scent the air. Deathclanner. Just like me I suppose. That explains a lot. I Spring down from the tree and sniff around the roots. Mouse.

My ears twitch slightly, and I taste the air again, this time parting my lips and letting the scent wash over me. I drop into a crouch and prowl around to keep the wind blowing in my favour, then stalk toward the brown furred creature. It's a while always from the tree, and is rather plump, probably feeding off it and those nearby. I pause within pouncing distance, then grab it by the neck. Blood flows into my mouth, and I think a phrase of thanks to its little soul before trotting back to the other cat. I slow as I get closer, and approach the tree nervously, before dropping it near her paws and backing up a few steps. "Here. You looked hungry." It's true. Though more so the mouse is as an apology for the confusion.

[Lilypaw]

Lilith frowned.

"Well there's no one else out here." She muttered before sighing and twitching her tufted ears. Lilith blinked when the other she-cat asked her if she was hungry or not. "I can hunt for myself. I don't need others to take care of me." The tortie tabby murmured staring at the she-cat with blue eyes. 'I'm starving but I don't want others to hunt for me.' Lilith thought.

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I flinch a little, before shrugging because I don't want to talk about it. Ever. Heck do I wish Blaze would just quit existing, if ever only for a moment. I twitch my ears at her comment and frown. I know I was nervous before, but the she-cat is Deathclan, now that I've realised the scent, and clearly starving right now. I regathering my composure, which I didn't exactly have before hand, but don't regain a smile. "Alright then, suit yourself." But I don't take it off her. I simply sit where I'm standing against the trunk. "What's your name then?" I ask her. I'm still a little nervous, but I'm trying to hold myself together lest I inadvertadly let Blaze take hold. Besides, from what I can tell, Deathclanners can hold their own, and this cat who is about the same age as me, doesn't seem overly vicious. I still don't relax, ready to run if need be."Mine is Soleil."

[Lilypaw]

Lilith looked at her.

This cat was quite friendly, most DeathClanners were not very friendly. 'Was everyone around here growing soft' Lilith thought before speaking. "My name is Lilith." The tortie tabby introduced herself. "I've never heard of the name Soliel, but it kinda sounds cool." Lilith commented.

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Alright. So this cat wasn't going to claw my eyes out.

I almost smile, but hesitate. Deathclanners aren't friendly, and from my perspective, if they are, they were either born there and haven't left yet, or faking it. So instead I dip my head in a slightly nervy greeting as she offers me her name. I'm still ready to run or hell, hand over the reigns to Blaze if this comes down to a fight. However, I do force myself to relax a little with somewhat success. I nod slightly at her comment. "It is an odd name. It means 'sun,' I believe." I shrug slightly because I'm not really sure. That was my family's interpretation of it, anyway. Though how mother came upon the name and it's meaning is beyond me. Who ever knows where she's from?

I eye the mouse, partially in avoidance of meeting the other feline's gaze, and also because I note she's still refusing to eat it. I nudge it closer to her with one paw before returning the limb to the others. "You might as well eat it. I'm not hungry, and it certainly won't kill you to eat something someone else caught for you." I give a slight shrug to show I don't really care if she eats it or not, though I'd prefer she did. "You're likely to just starve there if you don't. Or make yourself hungrier trying to catch your own." I give her a look to assure that I'm merely stating the facts as I see them, not insulting her in anyway.

[Lilypaw]

Lilith shot her a look.

"I've already told you. I can hunt for myself." The tortie tabby growled before staring in the direction of the trees. 'I can just hunt later, When nobody is around to offer me prey that I don't need' Lilith thought before standing up and twitching her tail. "I might as well hunt now so she won't bother me with that piece of fresh-kill.

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I make a 'suit yourself' huff and snatch the prey off her.

If she isn't going to eat it, then I'll just eat it myself. I did catch it, after all. No wonder Blaze likes it here, no one seems to have heard of the word 'nice' before. Other than me that is. As she gets to her paws, clearly with the intent of doing just that, I glare down at the mouse that's now lying before me. To think I thought I could be nice to these cats. No doubt if I try to be nice much longer, I'll end up reverting to exactly what they are. I shiver at not only the thought, but the fact that Soleil snickers in my mind at it. Maybe that's why she's giving me free reign? My ears switch back slightly and I close my eyes for a moment because I'm so deep in denial that that's her aim. Yet I'm probably not far off if it isn't. With slight reluctance, I crouch down and take a bite out of the mouse purely because I'm getting hungry now. The taste of the warm flesh seeps into my mouth and I realise I'm more than just hungry. I still eat slowly though, not caring what the other cat does, but not taking my eyes off her despite my little huff. I may be temperamental at times, but I'm not stupid.