Post by Willowspirit on Jan 4, 2017 22:53:31 GMT -6
Willowspirit
General Information
Name: Willowspirit
Rank: Warrior
Clan: Fireclan
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Demisexual
Appearance
Fur: Fluffy, mottled grey fur with white paws and white chest.
Eyes: One blue(left), one green(right) eyes.
Body: Willow is slightly smaller than the average cat, though not so much that it hinders her. She is very, very muscular from constant intensive training, but also getting thinner as her diet shrinks. Her ribs aren't quite visible beneath her pelt due to it's fluffiness, though.
Scars/Markings: V-shaped nick in her left ear.
Personality
General: Willow is.. damaged, to say the least. She has had few positive interactions through-out her entire life, and not a single close relationship. She is extremely defensive and quick to fight anyone who comes across as a bully. She's guarded, cold, and will very rarely open up to others. On the inside, Willow hates herself. She believes that she is completely unworthy of love, and her first assumption upon meeting other cats is that they hate her and wish she weren't in Fireclan. Willow has a tendency to overwork herself, and the anxiety her insecurities give her cause insomnia, under-eating, and Willow often throws up from stress.
Likes: Storms, the middle of the night, leaf-fall, going on runs, birds, and wildflowers.
Dislikes: Ice, snow, the cold, extremely hot weather, bugs, and water.
Theme Songs:
Machine by MisterWives
Control by Halsey
Numb by Marina and the Diamonds
The Ballad Of Me And My Brain by the 1975
Glory and Gore by Lorde
Relationships
Siblings: Adaline -- "She's just a hypocrite. All she cares about is herself, and holds others up to impossible standards."
Badgerkit -- "I dunno, we were never close."
Almondfire -- "Ew."
Heron -- "Honestly, she's weirdly normal."
Clearkit -- "Never really met.."
Other: Mudclaw -- "Well, I beat him up, and now.. I don't know."
History
As A Kit:
Willow was born to Pinyondapple and Hazelclaw, and grew up in close proximity to her littermates. Meeting one of her sisters, Poppykit, Willow immediately got along with her and played games, only to have Aloekit, her brother, mock her when she complained, giving her the nickname "Willow-whine."
At another point, her sister Almondkit placed a spider in Willow's nest, causing her to be a bit surprised. This caused an onslaught of mockery from Almondkit, who, together with Aloekit, made Willow's kithood a living nightmare. Trying to prove herself, Willow got into a fight with Almondkit where she held her ground, coming away only with a nicked ear. Almondkit insisted that she had one, and Willow now dreams about meeting Almondkit in battle again and ripping her apart.
Brightkit, another one of Willow's sisters, also failed to get along with her. Brightkit expressed pacifistic ideas which Willow bluntly disagreed with and argued with Brightkit over, causing a strong rift to form between the two.
As An Apprentice:
Willow was apprenticed, along with many other of her siblings. She was given Ashfire as a mentor, who began teaching her the ways of a warrior. As an apprentice, Willow has mostly managed to stay away from Aloekit and Almondpaw, but she still trains fervently in battle so that if she is ever a subject their mockery again, she'll be able to prove herself.
At some point, Willowpaw ran into Brightpaw again. After a lot of arguing, the two of them eventually talked things out, and came up with a plan of working together to best Almondpaw and Aloekit so that neither of them would be hurt again.
Willowpaw then had a confrontation with Mudpaw. Mudpaw had sided with Aloekit when they were younger, and bullied her as well. He mocked Willowpaw, and she ended up attacking him, despite knowing that he was Brightpaw's friend, and this would damage their relationship. She ended up winning the fight, and injuring Mudpaw moderately, though she had her own wounds as well.
After the fight, Willow ran into Brightpaw, who had gotten into a fight with Almondpaw, and was bleeding as well. Brightpaw didn't care that Willow had stood up to one of her tormentors, just as she did with Almondpaw, instead Brightpaw turned on her and threatened her.
Willowpaw ran into Aloepaw again, who had none no training since becoming an apprentice. She attacked him, and tore him apart, having multiple opportunities to kill him and choosing not to. She also tried to talk things out with Mudpaw, only for him to completely reject her and refuse to listen. Brightpaw did the same, and at this point, Willowpaw felt utterly alone and was considering leaving Fireclan.
Willowpaw met Swanpaw in the apprentice's den, and the two immediately got in an argument. Willowpaw was being extremely nasty, as she was in emotional and physical pain, and this clashed with Swanpaw's personality.
She was on a walk to clear her head, when she ran into a new cat, her cousin Stormsong. Stormsong was a very troubled cat that had previously ran away after going through siblings drama, and had just recently returned. To Willowpaw's surprise, he showed her kindness and sympathy, which completely confused Willowpaw, but she also appreciated it greatly.
Later, however, Willowpaw ran into Swanpaw in the territory, and the two managed to get along. They hunted together, and talked.
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Willow doesn't really have anything that interesting right now, so if you're interested in plotting/interacting with her, feel free to shoot me a message!
OOC
Name: idks
Roleplaying Experience: lol 7+ years i think?
Member Since: 2011
Other Info: i'm like, really, really busy irl all the time. with school and other activities, so pardon me if i don't respond for a few days.
